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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
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Location Denver, US
Birthday 1998-01-14
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first ever fedi post (not here) 2025-03-03T03:14:35.946162Z
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sand @Paradox can't say i've sampled MDMA, but, possibly that, just not quite pushed to the same extreme if i had to guess
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@Paradox @sand yes! exactly this!
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sand @Paradox as i say, very hard to explain
it's not the easiest to rationalize when your serotonin (dopamine?) receptors are basically going full blast

but giggly, cuddly, just sorta hug whatever's nearby and squeal a little bit, mayhaps meow some, it's a lot... but really really nice overall
different from generalized euphoria though, i think.
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@Paradox @sand accurate ​:neocat_heart:​
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sand @Paradox that's.... really hard to explain
but like, a sorta melty feeling, i guess?

have you ever had your brain short out and you want to keysmash? that's kinda how i'd describe being girlmush
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@Paradox @sand it's the generalized reduction in T, if i'm not mistaken, so any androgen management will do it, even monotherapy to a degree
and really, if you ask me, it's not so bad
being girlmush is way better than being horny in my opinion <3
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
re: drug musings @sand this particular case was 180mg of DXM and 40mg THC
honestly, it should have hit far harder than it did... but i suppose tolerance is probably coming into play at least a little bit
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
drug musings hmm, and definitely back down at this point
not such a bad time
but only like, four and a half hours? ok, metabolism ​:neocat_box:​

sleeping at the tail end does seem to make it go on for perceptually longer...
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sand @sabrina on the iceshrimp-js frontend, i just paste in a fedi link and it asks 'do you wana quote with that' and i say ok
iunno for akkoma-fe...
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
someone should probably take away my keyb oard,
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
shared brian sells
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sand @sabrina gotchu there

but an understandable brainworm, so
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sabrina 🎵 fo-mite to-tonight!
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@xyla ah, ok
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
how does
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@sabrina problematic phage gap
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@yellow mooood
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
boxbox...
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@bat boxeds
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tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade
7mo
@prettygood scheduling mentality disassembly is for the fish