unsolicited advice
@ww i'd be willing to argue that it's quite reasonablefeelings are often vague things, difficult to be certain about and how one expresses a feeling may be very different to how another does
i had misread what you were getting at initially, for example
but it's an expression of the vagueness, the uncertainty of it all
i suppose it's closer to my 'iunno' thing that i'll often do to make a conclusion on a heavy piece of writing, as oftentimes the act of writing it out makes my feelings bubble and morph on it
and, for what it's worth, you absolutely do have a way with words.. fantastically expressive and consistent in style... you're one of those that i think i could recognize an unmarked writing from, which, if you ask me, is an excellent trait to have