tidy ~ janet (@tidest)

@ezri so real
such a strange emotion, yearn, cause it's like i love, love love them so mcuh and then it's often like i wish i could be holding their hand or in their arms
and then it's i can't be right now and it's sad for a bit, but then it's i'll see them again soon enough adn it's jsut rolling waves of emotion that's somehow some of the happiest i've been and at the same time the saddest

such a bittersweet happysad thing it is