@tidest

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

height

@crmsnbleyd you make it sound like that's a bad thing
if we could, i'd trade you (i'm 5'9" for reference)

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

aaa

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

wow, the zoomies are strong from this one,
gahh, love snow so much

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@xyla oooh, that's a pretty awesome tune to be getting in the head

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@cobra fbreader!

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

snow snow snow :cirno_now:
first snow here this winter!
wana go play in it, but heckin wimdy... feels super cold out there

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@Paradox @booty did you want a murmur/mumble server :cirno_peek:
that one's a pretty quick setup to be honest, i could even walk you through it if you like, it's a good intro to some sysadminish type stuff

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

re: a couple questions that probably only pertain to me, lots of rambling

@elexia thank you, for taking the time to help me understand and offering a potential solution
i've got contact with a therapist that's been helping me with other issues, i'll certainly have to bring it up next time we meet... which.. is probably the thought i should've had in the first place

and, thank you, again, for not just dismissing or ignoring me, i probably shouldn't have fallen apart like that to begin with

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

a couple questions that probably only pertain to me, lots of rambling

@elexia so, a genuine question, i know that tone doesn't come across in text very well at all, but please know that this is coming from a place of ignorance, not of a desire to be inflammatory, though i know it was used that way and... i suppose, for reference, i'm a states dweller, this stuff has been out of the general public's mind for a while now, barring like, boosters, at best

but, did the vaccinations not do as intended?
why i'm asking is that wearing masks or covering my face with anything makes me extremely anxious, i'm not an anti-masker or a COVID denier by any stretch, before the vaccinations were available, i wore them when i went out in public, opting to isolate the majority of the time.. but, for reference, i ended up quitting my job over that anxiety (lucky enough to still be living with my parents at the time, dunno what i'd do now...)
and like, i still do wear them when i know i'm sick, with anything, on the off chance that i can't just stay home

and, i know it seems like a lot of ramble and explanation just to be cagey about the actual question here, but like, i know the frequent reactions when questioning masking practices basically at all... i lost friends, i was basically called a murderer, and mind, that was towards the tail end when vaccines were becoming widely available
now, we're at the point here where even they probably wouldn't care anymore...

just.. i don't want to hurt anyone... but i don't want to be on edge anytime i'm in public either... how can i do that?

and i know the probable response is going to be to go kick rocks or get over it... barely even know why i spent the time writing this out..
sorry...

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@xyla not intentional, to be sure
but perhaps, somewhere in this mental soup of mine, it was in the mix :3

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

be kind to your fellow spacedust
it's kind of incredible that through all the randomness
we autonomous beings popped out
and bent light and electrons to our will
to do these incredible things
such that the spacedust might interact with each other

the power of the stars suffuses through us all :cirno_peek:

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

not to get existential or anything, but
we're all kind of a subpost of the universe
a collection of spacedust from stars that have long since gone out

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@xyla omg neeed :neocat_pleading:

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@prettygood @theking should actually be a fairly average day for myself, if i'm remembering the state of things before leaving correctly
should have one blade to close at the beginning of the day, and possibly a first stage... maybe less, depends on how quick day shift is to get things moving tomorrow

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@rail henlo,

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@theking @prettygood best of luck, and may there be many slow days to balance this coming day of consumerism out

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@prettygood @theking ok, that's fair
oftentimes simpler to be clueless and happy :neocat_floof_cute:

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@prettygood @theking no, really, i'm very out of the loop here, do you secretly know, pg?

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@theking tilts head
what's tomorrow, other than work :neocat_flop:

tidy ~ janet @tidest@fishpost.trade

7mo

@Paradox

Fully Automated Luxury Space Gay Communism

perfection,